And Like That, January Ends

2019's already started off with a bang, at least in the wider scheme of things. It's really easy to think that optimism and hope might just be pointless - things almost seem like they've gotten so dark, there's no way light can penetrate. I get it - I've had my fair share of doubt and apathy creep in.

The important thing to remember is that, so long as there's even one tiny light, darkness hasn't won. It's like a candle - so long as there's one flame burning, the dark isn't completely overwhelming. And, just like a candle, you can light another candle from that first one, doubling the fight against the dark. Even if you yourself aren't able to light a candle, you can still point people toward the candles that are lit. I keep envisioning standing with a mirror, directing the light of the candle outward so it goes that much further, on those days I can't hold my own candle.

I'd love to tell you that I have plans that I'll actually stick to, writing here more frequently and being more active and present in general, but I think we both know that way lies disappointment. I'm hoping to have the strength to hold my candle up, or at least shine a mirror when I can.

New Year, New...Something

Looking at my last couple of posts, my ambitions out-ran my abilities (or rather, my drive). There's something to be said for setting goals that are just beyond reach, but that's a little ridiculous.

As for 2019? I have two goals for the year: be kind, and finish something for myself. Seriously, that's it. I don't want to add to the negativity in the world, so being kind only makes sense. And I need to prove I can actually finish something, be it a craft project for myself or some writing that I'm willing to show other people.

And so, I wish you all a happy new year. May we all find what we need in order to go the places we want to go, and may we help each other along the way.